Tuesday, January 24, 2006
ery sure I will still struggle so please pray for me.
I was ready to kill him he even mb questions.The cool thing is that God showed me I am being the same way about incrmy husband at the door when he came home form work he also asked me if he could call the cable people him self to ask all of the du have to say that God has been talking to me about that a lot. I have been dwelling on the fact that I am not pregnant again with all of my friends. In the last six months four of us miscarried and they are all pregnant again expect for me not like I am angry becImet ause they are and I am not but its I want to be there too he is so faithful He showed me that worrying is so useless we are getting a different cable and internet service thursday so I informed my father in law of this and he has been in this house at least 10 x being so very concerted about it. By the eighth timeeasing my family.It is him that does the work it is his timing not mine HE knows whats best for me and my family.I need to stop sulking and being depressed about it I need to stop asking the dumb questions and just TRUST HIM. I'm not saying I won't be here again but for now he has delivered me form this but being the sinner and worrier that I am I am v
Matthew 6:25 Therefore I say to you,do not worry about your life,what you will eat or what you will drink;nor about your body,what you will put on.Is not life more than than food and the body more than clothing?34 Therefore donot worry about tommorow for tommorow will worry about it's own things sufficient for the day it is its own trouble.
- mommy to six J's
- I'm a mom to six amazing blessings. I am married to my best friend. I am a child of God. I am a big sinner saved by his Grace. My children are my life we have Jordan he rocks on drums. My Janae is a pro soccer player. Jacob is a artist, jesiah is a comedian in training by daddy, Jenna is our little princess on her way out of diapers. Baby Jace is exploring his world around him.