trusting God

Well the Lord has cancelled my hubby's surgery,I have no reason why He has choose to do this. I have cried a lot about this even though I know He is in control. He is still on the thrown and HE loves Steve more than I do. I am sure He will show us what he wants for him and I am sure it will be better than I have or could expect.

trials and more trials

I am adjusting to having six children. They are all such a huge blessing. It has been one trial after another since we brought jacehome. The hardest one was my hubby and my son both got staff infections at the same time. That was a huge struggle,my Father in law hit a car and than fell in the ice and broke his hip.That has been a huge struggle he is a difficult man and he is making this very difficult. He is so stubborn.
Please keep us in your prayers my husband is going to be having a double knee replacement here in less than 9 days I am freaking out if I really sit and think about it. My God is good and he gently remind me that I asked for him to be healed and this is how he is providing for it to happen. Our church family is putting together some fund raisers for us to help with all of the bills this is such a humble experience, Meals have already started coming in. Our Lord is so good.

our blessing

TIME IS UP

I CANNOT BELIEVE i AM HAVING A BABY THIS WEEK. Oh my Gosh were did the time go. This will be my last post as a mommy to five J's it will soon be a mommy to six J's. I am getting anxious to meet my little son hold him and smell him and know that he is OK. I am still in awe of getting the blessing of having another child, they are a miracle from God I am so very blessed.
My sciatica nerve is killing me I can barley walk and I have the nesting desire so bad yesterday we rearranged my bed room furniture vacuumed all the base boards and windowsills. the bathroom has been scrub ed down thoroughly including the linen closet. The laundry room is spotless all my laundry is almost all done. His nursery will be done tomorrow. It is crazy of all the stuff I want done including the cub boards.
Please keep me in your prayers my c-section is scheduled for 7:30 a.m. for Friday morning Char

19 more days

I met with the surgeon for the last time before my surgery. He is so matter a fact kinda guy. Well Char we will see you the 19Th for your c-section and tubal ligation. No I promise to be careful. I will not drink any alchol or coffee the night before or the morning of. Or hey this is will all work out and everything will be o.k. None of that just see ya on the 19Th. Be sure you don't eat anything after midnight and be at the hospital on time 5:30 a.m.

I have been felling very hormonal and emotional about having a baby and a new born also Jenna is going to seem so big when I bring him home. He still has no name and that is bothering me so bad, His nursery is not done and not to mention we still do not have a big enough car for the whole family to fit in.

True confession I have had to stop watching John and Kate plus 8 because to be perfectley honest I am getting very jealous of them getting everything they need. I need a car it is not that big of an idea especially for my Lord. Pleease keep us in your prayers for all of our needs and want's thank you, Char

BEING DONE

Well with lots of prayer and seeking Him this will be the last baby cornwell. It is such a hard decision to make. I know that He gives us free will on this decision and I have heard of it so many times when women get their tubes tied or men get a vasectomy they still get pregnant. I also struggle with that if I know that He is in control of my whole life than why do I want control of this aspect of it. I know that this deccisionis best for my family. I know what is also best for my health I also know my heart and what I can handle.

My children are such a blessing why do I not want any more blessings these are the thoughtsthat go trough my head even though I know they are lies. We have prayed and seeked Him in this hard decision.

Sometimes I wish that He would give me my life script and I would have all of the answers. No I don't because than I would not need to trust Him or rely on Him or cling to Him.

With all of that said I am having my baby boy on December 19 I am having a c-section and getting my tubes tied. I still need J names pleasekeep me in your prayers........

A BABY BOY

WUltrasound confirmed that we are having a healthy baby boy. Jesiah has nick named him baby monkey. I can fell him moving all around I love that feeling that is one of my favorite things about being pregnant. Any suggestions on J names any and all will be appreciated. love, Char