Thursday, October 16, 2008


Well with lots of prayer and seeking Him this will be the last baby cornwell. It is such a hard decision to make. I know that He gives us free will on this decision and I have heard of it so many times when women get their tubes tied or men get a vasectomy they still get pregnant. I also struggle with that if I know that He is in control of my whole life than why do I want control of this aspect of it. I know that this deccisionis best for my family. I know what is also best for my health I also know my heart and what I can handle.

My children are such a blessing why do I not want any more blessings these are the thoughtsthat go trough my head even though I know they are lies. We have prayed and seeked Him in this hard decision.

Sometimes I wish that He would give me my life script and I would have all of the answers. No I don't because than I would not need to trust Him or rely on Him or cling to Him.

With all of that said I am having my baby boy on December 19 I am having a c-section and getting my tubes tied. I still need J names pleasekeep me in your prayers........


My Inspired Heart said...

I know exactly how you feel as I faced this same dilemma when i had my fourth baby. I went through with it and had a few regretful thoughts at first, but now 3 1/2 years later, I know it was the right decision for myself and my family. The peace will come.

And, as for J son's middle name is Jordan, and Jonah was high on my list if my #4 would have been a boy ;)

Thank you so much for visiting my blog :) I'm so happy to meet you! I'll be back for more blog reading!

Becky said...

Awww, so excited for that baby boy on the way. I'm sure he'll be a doll...the rest of your children are absolutely beautiful.

Like Olive Plants said...

Biblical boys names that start with J:

Jairus (from Mark 5:21)
Justus (you'll find it in Acts 1:23, Acts 18:27, Col 4:11, and Mark 6:3)

I like Justus best, I think. I think it sounds good with Jordan.

Ummm, this is your 6th kid. Are you Morman? ;)

Anonymous said...

December 19 will be a beautiful day! How exciting for you all! I don't know if you have read any other earlier posts of mine, but two before my latest one mentions our own 'decision' about anymore children, and I'm certainly having a tough time with that. But, as well as giving us desires of the heart, God also gives us wisdom, and free-choice. You have made a decision for yourself and your family, and in that God will continue to bless you muchly!!! I think I sent over a list of "J" names a while back. I'm sure what you come up with will be just right for the little guy. Blessings to you!

PJ said...

Thanks for dropping by. Love the picture of the 4 "J's". Too cute! Blessings.

gypsy@Hebrews11:13 said...

I had my tubes tied during the c-section with my twins. We prayed about it too and truly believe that it was God's will for our lives. We know if for some reason we get pregnant again that it is because God wants to show someone that He is above medical science!

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