decisions decisions decisions

I have had a very hard decision to make this week.I am a mom who up until last year enjoyed homeschooling my children, I had a hard year my daughter had some health issues and my son had some learning difficulties. I had came to the realization that my children are falling more and more behind each year, My husband and I started to pray about what to do. I told my pastor that I wished that this answer was in the bible to tell me exact ally what I should do.

With lots of prayer and some crying we have decided to put our children in public school. This has been a hard decision but once I took my self out of the picture the Lord was able to talk to me. My fear was that I let my children down or I let my husband down but most of all I did not want to let my Lord down.

I asked for God to put such a excitement in my children that they would be excited. They are so excited we went school shopping on Friday we had a blast. My daughter actually said she wished it was Monday on Saturday so she could go to school. I know that Gods hand is upon my children no matter where they are, He is in control of their lives as well as my life. I will be sad tomorrow I know that I will miss them I have had them with me 24/7 there entire life's. They are such a huge help with the younger kids who will I talk to during the day who will get me a diaper when I need one. That is all the thoughts I have going through my mind. They are all so selfish I know that my children will be a light to a lost world I am excited for this new chapter in there lives.

FIVE PRECIOUS BLESSINGS

I LOVE MY BIG SISTER SHE HELPS MY MOMMY GET BOTTLES READY SHE EVEN WILL HOLD ME INSTEAD OF PLAYING
SMILE PRECIOUS
THIS IS MY BIG BROTHER HE LOVES ME SO MUCH HE ALWAYS TELLS MY MOMMY I LOVE JENNA SHE IS SO CUTE
MY PRECIOUS FAMILY FIVE BLESSINGS TO WATCH GROW UP RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES.
SLEEPY LITTLE GIRL,

iT IS SURE HARD TO RECOVER FROM BIRTH THE OLDER YOU GET. MY CHILDREN HAVE BEEN A HUGE HELP WELL MY OLDER CHILDREN THAT IS. My TWO YOUNGEST HAVE DECIDED THAT THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND THEM. JESIAH HAS REALLY STARTED TO BITE A LOT ANY BODY ELSE DEALT WITH THIS, I HAVE BITE HIM BACK WE DISCIPLINE HIM EVERY TIME WE HAVE HIM SAY SORRY HE EVEN HELPS WASH THE WOUND AND I MEAN WOUND HE HAS DRAWN BLOOD BEFORE. AND JACOB HAS BEEN PLAIN NAUGHTY ALL AROUND HE TELLS ME NO SHUT UP MOM ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM HOLDING JENNA.

SO THIS POST IS REALLY FOR ME TO LOOK AT THESE DAYS AND REALIZE HOW SHORT THEY REALLY ARE MY CHILDRENWILL BE GROWN ;UP SO FAST AND THEY WON'T EVEN NEED ME. THEY ARE ALL SO BLESSINGS ON THERE OWN INDIVIDUAL WAYS.MY CHILDREN ARE A HUGE BLESSINGS THANKS TO JORDAN AND JANAE THEY HAVE MADE THIS TRANSITION A LITTLE EASIER.

IN HIS LOVE AND MINE, CHAR