This has been so hard for me because I had to have a d/c last October and I did not want to go through that again that is my second one I have had enough. For me it was like I stood in line for a baby and I came home with nothing a emptiness inside me that hurt so bad that I hated every one around me especially the teen girls who did not want a baby. And all of the women at the mall who were pregnant. I wasn't mad at God but I was hurt and confused. I went through the why Me's a lot. I had horrible fights with my husband I told my pastor to get out of my house that I had nothing to say to him. Thank God for a loving and merciful Savior He brought me to a place where I had to trust Him. Nothing else satisfied the emptiness except Him. I look back on that time in my life where all I did was cry and was so horribly saddened I am so thankful that I had that trail it gave me a more intimate relation ship with my Jesus. My Jesus the one who suffered for me He took the pain for me He loves me so much that he gave His life for me.
Trials are hard I will even go as far as saying that sometimes they just plain suck. They are such a growing experience for us they bring us closer to our loving Savior. He has the perfect plan for us. He can see what our future has for us even though we sometimes think we know what is best for us. He Loves you so much and He wants the best that we can't even imagine what that is. Thank you Jesus for all you have done and will do.